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The mess that is my mind….

I don’t understand the concept of love. How can someone, anyone, care for another so much. (I understand family) I feel as though my heart won’t let me have feelings like that. ¬†Young people everywhere, complain that they need a boyfriend, girlfriend, whatever. All of you people are young, go live your life, forget that bull shit. Why do they have this need for somebody in their lives. I’m totally and completely content with loneliness. The world is so unreliable nowadays, all you have is yourself. Question time, why do I feel incapable of having these feelings? Is it considered a good thing? I don’t feel normal, but who wants to be normal? Everyone around me talks about that special someone, or even having or creating feelings for someone, but me? I try to make these connections with people, but its seems to never work out. It’s not like I’m putting much effort and whining that I don’t have anyone, I just want to feel what caring for someone that much feels like. I just seem to over think every aspect of my life, every little details of something, or someone. Why am I like this, and why can I not handle my feelings? I don’t know whats going on in my life, all I know is I feel different than the people around me. I feel detached.¬†